My Goal right now

Hey Everyone,

Another update style of blog for the moment. I added a paypal donate button  in the top right hand corner there. I am trying to get a few goals taken care of. First Goal on my mind is rent! Lol. My guy is in that annoying space in between starting a job and waiting to get paid and I am unlucky enough for rent to come right in between that space. My rent is $525 and I am $100 short. I have to have it by Monday. If there is any way that you can help it would be most appreciated. Even if it is only $1 or if you can't do that then simply retweet my blog link on twitter. If you do donate you will be spoiled I promise you that.

Anyways enough of the "poor, woe is me stuff" I hate having to ask for help. But a girl does what she has to do.

Thanks for any and all help.

I love you all. :D

<3 Ambient

New things in the Works and updates

Hey all,

I thought that i would give you all a nice update on everything. I wanted to thank everyone that entered my contest on MGF. I didn't get as many entries as i thought that i would, but for my first contest i feel that i did well. I also got to meet some awesome new people by doing the contest. I might do another contest of a different sort here soon. I am in the process of having my own Independent web cam site built. For all my naughty xxx content. But I will give you more details on that later as well more details on the contest i will do for it.

Also I am adding a feedback page to my blog here. If you want to contribute. send me an email with what you want to say. I am more than willing to make it annoymous if you want, or i will do a link your business or website if you want as well. Just let me know on that front.

Lets see, on another good note. I finally got my car paid off!!!!!!!! God that was 4 years of paying $300 a month for a car that really isn't worth that at all. I am super happy about that. Getting that much closer to being out of debt. Life is picking up and my mind is getting happier by the second.


 Anyways I have girl advice to blog about now. So guys feel free to stop reading here if you want!

If you girls follow my Twitter you will know that i got scammed. One of my regulars jipped me outta $300. Live and learn. I have learned that no matter if they are your regulars, you trust them or even if you like the guy....do not and i repeat do not do anything for free. Do not send things first with out payment. Seriously. Your life will be better off that way.

Anyways enough of the rant/advice thing. I will update will more details as I get them.

Love you all

 Kisses

Ambient Magic

Oktoberfest

So yesterday i made a ton of content for all of you guys. The hubby spent the day with the band practicing. So i was at home all by myself (therefore the content making). I was sad and missing him. But then he came home and said we were going to go to Oktoberfest. If you don't know what that is, it is a little festival that occurs during the first week in October. There is tons of beer, games, food, rides, a flea market etc. I was really excited to go.

We haven't been out on a real date in a while. He then told me that all the guys from the band we going to come as well. That made we really happy. It was cold as shit but i wore my nice really warm leather jacket. We got there and I swear I got a tenderloin and it had to be as big as my head. It was HUGE. I could barely finish it. My friend even got some gator. Like a gator sandwich. Haha he said that it was really good. Maybe next year I will try one.

There were a ton of people there. The 6 of us all there had a great time. I didn't get to play any games but I got some really cool stuff at the flea market. I got a really pretty silk dress for only $6. I might wear it for a photo shoot or a cam session here soon. I also got a red Japanese parasol. I can't wait to use that in a photo shoot. We also got a machete. I didn't know they were so big. Its pretty cool.

Well afterwards we all went to steak and shake to get warm and talk more. We got there and after we had been seated for a while 2 of our gamer friends walked in that we hadn't seen in months. It was really nice to see them. We laughed so much. The food was good too. I love that place.

Then on the way home, hubby and I were listening to the silliest songs. We were singing at the top of our lungs to groups like Teniaous D, The bloodhound gang, and The midnight Beast. It was such a nice night. The hubby and I sing well together. I like to sing the alto/harmony part and he is good at the lead and the melody (he IS the lead singer of his band). Singing in harmony with him makes me happy.


Anyways enough of my gushing. I love you all. Kisses


Ambient Magic

Crazy Saturday: Cops and Paper mache

So i had to blog about my crazy day. It started early around 10am. The hubby and I then drove to his band practice. Which is at the practice space/sound room they built in the lead guitarist garage. Everything was going great. Me and the only other girl there cooked lunch and we all hung out while the guys started writing new material.

It was only a few hours in when the guys decided to take a break and watch a movie before doing more. So the singer (my husband) and the rhythm guitarist went off in search of the movie, leaving me in the house watching mythbusters (nerd i know) and the lead and the drummer outside by the open garage door just talking and waiting for them to get back. Well the lead's one neighbor is crazy. and i mean crazy! He came over, drunk as all get out, and started screaming "white power" at the top of his lungs and trying to go into the drum room and play on the drummers kit. The drummer about beat his ass just for that. Hanging on people and being an all around crazy drunk person. He wouldnt get off the property. Thats when the lead came in the house really mad and called the cops. Finally the guy left cuz he knew the cops were coming. But it was almost a show down. The singer and rthyum got back and were sad that they missed all the action. But the cops were really cool. They couldn't do anything to the guy because of indiana law but they were really nice to us. Laughed with us and said they would try and catch him actually on the lead's property so they could charge him with trespassing. Anyways we left soon after that.

We then went to my twin sister's house. It's my nephew's 3rd bday tomorrow and she was making a monster truck paper mache pinata. Its a good thing i went and helped her. She had made the paste completely wrong and the "truck" looked more like a little dog. Lol. So i fixed the paste and made it look more like a truck. I made really big wheels by putting 2 paper bowls back to back and paper macheing around it. I even made axles for it to spin on. Pretty good if i do say so myself. So i really was up to my elbows in paste and even got it in my hair. lol i had to shower before camming tonight. The truck looks nice though. Worth it to see the joy on his little face. :)

Anyways it was an interesting day to be sure. ha lol. one to remember

Love you all

-Ambient Magic

GenCon

So GenCon is coming up super quickly. And i am getting more excited the closer it gets. This con is almost better than Christmas for me. There is so much to do and so many people to meet, not to mention so MANY things to buy. Last time we went my husband and i made the mistake of barely getting 3 hours of sleep and then driving up to Indy in the morning. We stayed there all day and we were so tired when we got home that we crashed out as soon as we came through the door. This year we are going with a group of friends. It should be a fun time. And not only that. After we finish being with our gamer friends, we have some swinger friends that invited us to dinner. So ya that is another thing to look forward too. Ok i am really excited about that too. lol

Support And My Sex Life

First off I want to talk about how awesome my friends are. I am the type of girl that only has a close knit group of friends. They are great. The few choosen few I have told what I am do for work have been super supportive. The usual reaction is wide eyes and raised eyebrows. Lol but as soon as the inital shock goes away they are totally supportive. I even had one guy who said he was really impressed with my initiative. He said that I had the "cushyiest" job outta all of us. And to an extent he is right. I basiclly get to look pretty all day ;). I feel like I now have some control over my life. I can make my dreams happen!  And I enjoy what I do. I get to work from home and talk to guys that love my "assests" all day, and i get to wear sexy outfits. Which brings me to the second part of my blog today.

Wearing sexy outfits is probably one of the best perks of this job ( i get to write them off on my taxes too YAY shopping!) Well I  cam in my bedroom and when i am done with a private show i will usually come out to get a drink or food or whatever and in doing so my husband sees me in said sexy outfit. In whatever state of undress i might be in. He will usually give me the "oh god you look sexy" eyes and sometimes amazing, mind blowing sex comes from that.

Well the other night probably the best sex i have ever had came out of that look. I had just got done with a private. It was one of those 2 min assholes that i was talking about in my previous blog. I had just started to play with myself when he left the room. I always hate that because it leaves me incredibly horny. So I said to myself that i needed a drink and some food before i went back into free chat. I slipped on my thong and put my bra back on. As i opened the door the smell of food cooking filled my senses. I walked into the kitchen where he was cooking dinner. It looked good but it wasnt ready yet so i walked to the fridge to get a drink and wait for the food to be done. As I walked past him and bent over to get in the fridge, I feel his hand on my ass. Caressing my soft skin. I turned around in surprise. As I looked into his hazel/green eyes I saw a look of wanting filling them. I smiled at him in a teasing way. I then proceeded to turn around and fold at the waist to put my drink back in the fridge while grinding my ass against his tight pants. He put the food on simmer and gave me a seductive smile as he pushed me towards the couch. I went willing, his demeanor was getting me hot. He pushed me over the back of the couch, his hands running sweetly up and down my milky white skin. His eyes taking it all while not saying a word. He flipped me over so i faced him did the same thing.

He pulled off his shirt and let me run my hands all over his chest and back. I pulled him to me and started to kiss and nibble on his neck, our hips starting to grind in rhythm. I flicked my tongue across his ear. "I want you so much" , I whispered in his ear. I then passionatly kissed him while our hands roamed all over each other. I rubbed the hard spot in his pants and grabbed his ass while he squeezed my boobs and kissed me all the harder. I was done with sweet though. All of a sudden I bit his neck hard and started sucking on it as he gasped in pleasure. He grabbed my nipples through my bra and started twisting. I couldnt keep biting him under the pleasure he was giving me. I pushed him away and the look in my eyes said "Come get me if you can, if I let you" He smiles at the challenge. I run to the other side of the couch playing hard to get and strides after me, not having any of it, and grabs my wrist and throws me on my back on the couch. He gets on top of me and pins my wrists above my head as he teases me with his tongue and other hand while i pretend to struggle and bit and lick his arm that is holding me. Finally, i cant stand it anymore and I break free of his hold and slide my hands to the button on his pants and start to undo them. He grabs the back of my bra and undoes it and tosses it to the other side of the room as my breasts fall out. I get his pants off him and he almost rips my thong off. He starts kissing me and then moves his kisses down my body until his tongue is flicking across my clit as i moan in pleasure. When he is done teasing me he quickly thrust inside me with his hard dick. He thrusts me hard as my hips move with him in concordance.

He then stops and looks sweetly at me and brushes my hair off my face and over my ear and says "can we do anal love?" (i like anal, it just isnt my fav thing) I was in the mood for it and i said yes. So he pulls me off the couch and into the bedroom. We move my laptop and camming things on to the floor and he gets the lube and pushes me onto all fours on the bed. I grab the bars on the head board as he rubs the lube and inserts two fingers in to my pussy. I was getting so close to cumming. He then turned on my toy and put in my pussy and then put a finger in my ass. Oh God I was so tight and his finger felt so good with agaisnt the vibrations from the toy in my pussy. I couldn't hold it any longer. "I gonna cum", I said. "Go ahead, I want to feel it". I came so hard with the toy and his fingers.  As he pulled the toy and his fingers out he gave me a second to recover and then he slowly slid his hard dick in my  ass while i rubbed in circle on my clit. It fit so tight. "Harder", I said. I was close to cumming again. Him thrusting me harder and faster with every second. I could feel him getting close. And finally we came at the same time. Him moaning with pleasure and me screaming. My eyes rolling back in my head and my back arching with the force of our combined orgasim. Afterwards, we cleaned off and just laid there in sated exhaughstion. Pleasure and contentment rolling off us in waves.

It was probably the best sex ever. *sighs in contentment*

Hope yall enjoyed a little insight into my sex life

<3 Ambient