Being Sick Sucks

So I thought i should tell you all why i have been afk. As much as i would like to be on cam, making money and having a good time, being in pain has put a kink in those plans. For those who have not been keeping up with my twitter. I was recently in the hospital. I had a Gall Bladder attack. If you have never had the pleasure of that pain, then let me explain. It starts where you just feel full, and then it progressing in discomfort until it hits pain that starts in your stomach and just then encompasses your entire torso. It gets so bad that every time you try and take a breath you cant get a full one cuz of the pain. That description pales in comparison. It was just ...fucking....awful.

So they did tests and told me that I have Gall Stones. Which, who in hell knows how I got them. I feel like I am old. I am 22 for fucks sake. Its a silly thought but i feel like my body has betrayed me. Anyways they want me to have surgery to take them out. Or take my gall bladder out. I have to make an appointment with the doc to discuss the details. So that will be fun....ya....fun (face palm). I don't want to have the surgery. But i have been told by family and friends that i should go ahead and get it and damn the consequences. Which would be TONS of money and being in the hospital for up to 5 days plus recovery time at home. Not my idea of a good time. If they give me good meds at least i will be able to handle it.

So that is what has been going on with me. I will update you once i talk to the doctor and give him all of my money....


-Ambient

Preview for Sexy Strip Tease Photoshoot

Besides not feeling very well, i spent the time makeing and edit some videos and photoshoots for you guys. Im selling them for super cheap at extralunchmoney.com The lotion video is only 5 bucks and the photoset is only 5$ too. If you wanna help me have a mini-vacation Buy either of these before the 16th. Here is a peview for the photoshoot.

Here is the link to buy these things. <3 Love you all

http://www.extralunchmoney.com/user/AmbientMagic


Ambient

Bad Week

 Forgive my rant guys. This is how i have felt this week. Its just been (money-wise) a crappy 5 days. I guess we all have them but it is still annoying when i have rent looming over my head. Sigh. But seriously i am barely halfway to rent. I usually try and make 100$ a day which is usually possible...not this week. On Tuesday i just quit early because i spent almost 2 hours and made like 5$. And there were hardly any guys in my room. Last night started off decent but just gradually slowed to a grinding halt.

Being the only source of income in the house is trying. My husband just got a night job but he doesn't start it until next week. It'll take some of the pressure off me tho. Another good thing that will make me feel better in the long run is that my car will be paid off at the end of September. So that will give me another 300$ in my pocket a month. I'm going to use that to start up my own site and get all that rolling.

Ugh sometimes i really hate finances and money. It has crossed my mind just to go out in the middle of nowhere, build a cabin, grow and catch my own food lol. but i really dont think that i could do without the internet and i do love to cam. I really really love it when i make money at it too. I guess there is nothing to do but keep trying. Push through it. Maybe next week will be outstanding...here's hoping

p.s. oh the guys that did have shows with me this week were awesome. I had some really nice times with my fan club members and people.

<3 Ambient Magic